if it kills me

it is almost inconceivable how i could let my guard down again.

back on the other side of the mobius band. and seems like only yesterday i was here.

but it hasn't. its been years, and so many lessons learnt. i have taken the other path, and shed my insides to watch the faceless millions with such apathy and logic. so why do i find myself back here again.

there is so much irony in this story-- i don't know if its more ridiculous to call it fact or fiction.

when god led moses to look upon the promised land, he told moses he will never set foot upon it.

i think moses was hurt.

i think i'm hurt.